Sunday, July 26, 2015

whatever this is

How do you tell if it's just your anxious over critical mind playing tricks on your or if you're really a big fucking pain in the ass nuisance?  Because sometimes I talk to people and they just sound kind of like "...okay... that's interesting I guess, anyways back to me..." and I wonder how boring and overbearing and awful I must be.  And then whenever I'm able to ask, they're like "of course you're not annoying, I never mind talking to you" but?? that's not how they act???  Or maybe I'm just too fucking senstive for my own good.

I just... I have so few friends left.  I really, really don't want to chase the remaining ones away. =/

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