I wanted to keep up with posting on this blog weekly, but I just haven't.  I don't have anything interesting to say because nothing interesting is going on.  I'm just a sad sack most days, lol.  I try to manage the best I can, and I think I'm doing... okay.  Average at best, but you know.  Staying mostly afloat.  It's hard though.  I just feel like a failure every day.  I want it all to end, really.  But you know.  Doing the best I can.