things

Last time I posted about how I've been really up and down and how it's been hard to keep up.  Lately I've just been down, for the most part.  Like I saw Annie the other day, and it was amazing and made me happy... but there was a little part of me that was sad too, because now I have nothing to look forward to.  And yesterday turned out to be a real tough day for me for various reasons and I did something I shouldn't have.  And I'm just struggling and having a hard time in general and feels like there's nothing I can do to ever get out of this cycle.  *sigh*