Today was not a bad one, as far as days go. Like the actual day itself was uneventful and calm.
But as for my emotional state? One of the worst I've had in a while. I was very low and felt hopeless. Cried several times and had to hug Clark plushy and just... lay on my bed for a while. I just... I didn't feel like I would survive this afternoon, for one reason or another.
But hey. You know what? I did.
I'm feeling a little better now... not ready to climb K2 or anything, but still... better. But man... I don't want to go back to this afternoon. I need to look into some options for therapy because it's really long past time I start getting myself in order. I'm a mess.
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