This post is hard to write.  Not because I have something difficult to say, but because I have many feelings (mostly negative ones) and I can't sort them well enough to describe them.  I'm also having some writer's block, which is just making me feel worse.  I know this goes without saying, but life is hard.  It's rather unfair, too.  And right now, it must be really strong and violent because it's kicking my ass.