Tuesday, September 8, 2015

fucking argh

I've asked two people today if I was annoying.  They both said no, but I don't get in what way I could be considered anything else.  I talk a lot about dumb things and my voice is squeaky and should have gotten deeper when I was like 12 but it didn't so I still sound 11, and just... lots of things.  UGH.

It's anxiety, right?

But like... I can tell myself that but I also will be thinking "lol no it's not, you're annoying and no one likes you :)" but I don't want to think like that and i can't turn the thoughts off.  I'm so upset.

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