Losing Time and Stuff

So I said I would do this once a week.  That was over a week ago and I haven't been back.  But here I am now.

Over the past week, I have done some things.  I don't remember most of it... which I'm not happy about.  I've noticed that when I'm in a not-good place (depression wise) that I lose chunks of memory.  I don't know if that's normal or if it's just me.

But I do know I went to brunch with my mom on sunday and I got carded when I ordered a mimosa.  The waitress thought I looked young... not sure if it was the grey hair or what.  On monday I went the friend people to dinner at KC's Steakhouse and had the delicious pork chop and a couple of cocktails.  I also got caught up on some animes I've been watching.  Although since I got caught up on all of them, one of them released a new episode.

I think I may have still been doing NaNo when I last posted?  I don't remember.  Well, either way... I finished that.  But as usual lately, I kinda cheated... not a novel, but a collection of terrible short stories/vignettes/whatever you want to call them.  They're all about gay superheroes... like I care.

I feel like something else happened this week?

Oh!  I got to spend time with my little niece.  She's cool.

And in like a week and a half, I have a birthday.  I'm turning 40.  Actually, I'm turning 26, but I feel 40.  And if I start accepting how empty and blandyougurt my life is at 26 and just admit to the fact that I'm middle aged, it might be easier when I'm actually 40 and have accomplished nothing and have nothing.  Yay...