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My two greatest problems are that I'm sensitive -- my feelings get hurt too easily -- and the people around me tend to be highly inconsiderate.  No one pays attention to the things that bother me.  I feel actively disrespected all the time.  And it's hard for me to speak up and say why things bother me... but when I do, people get dismissive and defensive.  I'm often put into the position of being guilted into apologizing for saying that I don't like how I'm being treated.  I should just... fake my death and go start over somewhere else, make new friends who are kinder.  Not have to answer any phone calls from my family.  Be around people who don't know about all my many failures.