Sometimes I get so sad that it hurts.  It physically hurts.  And I just want to die, but I'm still here.  Sometimes I wonder why...w hy am I still here?  what the hell good am i to anyone?  It doesn't feel like much.  I hurt when I feel like no one cares but I can't blame them... I don't deserve people to care about me.  I'm so sorry to anyone who may be reading this blog for always being negative shit, always always, but this is like the easiest place to vent (without like purchasing a diary lol).