Today has given me a lot to think about.  In fact, all day I've done almost nothing but think.  And I made a decision... arrived at a conclusion, to be more accurate.  I fucking hate myself lmao.  Like... I try not to... but it's really hard not to?  There's nothing here to like, so I don't.  And then I'm conscious of the fact that I am supposed to like myself, even LOVE myself... and I just don't.  I don't know how to, and I am really trying to learn, but it's not easy.