you know that feeling when..........

...you're tired for no reason (or, you know, because of the untreated depression lol) and you have stuff to do, but you're tired and also struggling with executive dysfunction, so those things seem insurmountable, but then you feel guilty for not doing them because you're unemployed and have no children so what right do you even have to ever be tired?  It sounds so stupid, so very very stupid.  I'm such a bad, lazy, worthless person.  And also I've been trying hard to can the negative self talk and believe it or not I've gotten better, lol.  It's just really hard not to think negative things when you feel negative things.  It's shit honestly.