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days are so interminably long in the summer.  you're hot and miserable and depressed, because you have clinical depression (although also because it's so goddamn hot and that would depress anyone), and things just suck more.  you just want to find some taste of joy to make the time pass but you don't enjoy anything because you're a miserable excuse for a human and also it's your own fault you're that way.  i am not happy.