It’s been a while

Life has been a lot recently.  One of my cats, my sweet precious O’Malley, passed away last month. It’s been difficult— really difficult. We had a very special bond, and I just miss him so much. Even before that happened, my mental health wasn’t spectacular... and as you can imagine, losing my baby didn’t help. But I’m trying to hang in there. It’s gotten really really hot recently, and I’ve been super dehydrated because of it. I just don’t want to do anything ever, lol. Except swimming, of course... when I get the chance.  I haven’t been reading like I should... I want to and then I just don’t lol. But I have gotten some joy out of watching Hamilton on Disney Plus and The Babysitters Club on Netflix. I’d recommend those if you haven’t seen them, lol.  Work is expecting me to come back really soon, and I just... don’t feel super safe about that right now. 😕 Idk man.