I hope I die soon.  I'm tired.  I'm so tired.  My life is too much.  Like, they say God doesn't give you more than you can handle, but that's just not true.  Everyone has shit going on that is just too much.  But the difference between me and everyone else is that everyone else isn't a useless piece of shit and can rise to the challenges they're given.  Me, I just worry and cry and hurt myself and pray for death but not have the courage to end it.