I used to really love to cook.  I used to really love to write.  I used to really love to play The Sims.  I used to really love to brush my dolls' hair and change their outfits and photograph them.  I used to really love to post on social media.  I used to really love to watch movies.  Now... I don't really enjoy those things anymore.  They kind of actually make me want to die... writing and cooking especially.  It's kind of like staying interested in the same shit is another thing I'm expected to do.  But its not like I enjoy other things... I just don't have fun anymore or like anything anymore.  I just spend each day getting closer to death, but not fast enough.