gotta catch em all

So I obsess about things.  Like... when I'm into something I am REALLY into it.  It gets a lot of my mental energy.  Lately one of my old obsessions has been back in full force: Pokemon.  I've been playing it a lot lately and watching the anime.  Thinking about my Pokemon team is fun.  Imagining a world where Pokemon was real is awesome.  Looking forward to the new game this fall gives me a reason not to kill myself tomorrow.  So it's great.

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and kill myself when I was 16 so I could just not have to deal with this whole last decade of struggle and depression.

I feel like I should elaborate on that point but what else is there to say?